No, I am not okay. I am easily upset and overdramatic and immature and juvenile and sophomoric and unstable. I am always angry and irritable and I spend too much energy trying to make people think highly of me, a tactic which has never worked, in my entire life, and yet I fucking persist.
But simply because I am lacking the emotional skills I have not yet grown does not mean that I deserve to be treated as undesirable, as unworthy, as unwelcome. I do not deserve to be outwardly and rudely and suddenly shunned or banished, without any prior conversation to perhaps try and ameliorate things. That’s just not how you treat people and I am posting this first and foremost because I’m really fucking immature and unstable and I subconsciously need someone to take my side and care about my paltry problems; but secondly because I think it’s important to remember that no matter what your flaws are, you do not deserve to be treated as anything less than a human being. You deserve respect, no matter how forced.
Hey hi my name is Jesse and I play in a folk punk band called ankle grease and I'm trying real hard to fill some dates for tour in Connecticut and I wonder if you could maybe possibly help point me in the right direction of someone that books shows in your area? Please and thank you amen
If I were you, I would try to contact Seagreen Records or Manic Productions! They book most of the venue shows in ct that I go to. I’m not entirely sure how to get shows at house venues without knowing-someone-who-knows-someone kind of deals, but maybe someone who follows will see this and give you better information about that! :) best of luck!!
You not finding me attractive is not going to stop me from being attractive.
I SWEAR TO GOD IF YOU KEEP THIS MINDSET YOU WILL GET SOOO MUCH CONFIDENCE